First Kiss

I wasted it. That's all. It was a random hookup with a guy I met 6 hours before. I'll most likely never talk or see him again. I'm ashamed of myself. I don't know if I'll ever forget my mistake. All I can do is learn from it and move on. I'm just so surprised... and I'm sure all of my friends are too, that I would be the type.. to just let it happen. Some are happily surprised... most are unhappily shocked, those people are disappointed in me. I have to deal with that. What can I say, there's nothing I can do to take it back. So now, i can move on to bigger and better dreams... and hope I don't screw those up as well. :)