So as you can probably guess my summer was ROCKIN'. No cares no worries just fun in the sun and no expectations. Well as the old people say. "All good things must unfortunately come to an end"... but while I knew that things would never be THAT great... I knew I could never beat my graduating year at Mountainview elementary... aka the worst school EVER. (except for maybe Helmers). I went in with again an open mind and hardly any expectations. Except, that I was planning on having my first boyfriend... hahaha big mistake. See I still hadn't realized that I wasn't excatly a 10... so I was expecting boys to fall all over me like at CTG. Not smart thinking... cause I got very very cocky. That's NEVER attractive. So you can guess the reactions I got... well more like the REJECTIONS I got. In the course of my "trial year" of Junior High I had liked the most guys of any scrub girl in the school. (except for maybe this one girl named Brooke... who practically dated anything that moved and carried testosterone). I had liked 5 guys. Elijah: Sweet, friendly guy, someone you like for their PERSONALITY, but looks not so much. Kyle: Cute, arrogant, athletic star, 4.0 student,the guy everyone wanted to be. Surprisingly I think I was the only girl who liked him that year. Colton: HE LIKED ME FIRST... which is why I fell extremely hard for him... unfortunately he recovered faster than I could start falling. Nathan: my rebound crush... he was "only a friend". I'm gonna spare you each of their tantalizing tales... and give you the brief on each one.
Elijah: Was in my drama class I met im at auditions. I remembered him and liked him for a while... my friends didn't approve. Anyway it didn't matter because he liked one of the mean girls from my 6th grade year. GREEEAATTTTT.... I got over him quick and never liked him like that again. Unfortunately studies have shown that he may have had a crush on me later that year. But studies have been proven wrong before.
Kyle: He sat next to me in science, I was a nervous wreck. I made it so obvious that our science teacher was clued in. The girls behind me made fun of me for it...I tried to ignore it. Then .... after I had gotten over him I magically became somewhat cool in that class... my friend Jessie though...not so cool. But I kinda stayed by her side. Anyways... by 4th quarter sparks were flying and the teacher was aware... but this time I wasn't the one making it obvious (e.g. the teacher lost a big packet of my work... and it REALLY affected my grade...until Kyle yelled...that's right YELLED at the teacher for me) point made.
Colton: Liked me first. Then was off and on for the rest of the year. He was a tough one to get over... but he made me quite popular...
Nathan: a rebound wat more is there to say except that I thought we were more but we were just friends... he redefined friendship between girls and guys for me... until then my guy friends never treated me like that.
never ever ever be desperate like me.
"quitting isn't giving up unless your running away."
-no song today-
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